If You Ever

I close my eyes
Lay down and sleep away
There's no return
It's my mistake
There's no use in crying
It's time to learn

If you ever need someone,
sorry 'bout the things I've done
My life goes in reverse
If you ever change your mind,
when the rainy days are gone
and the balance returns

All alone
this time I walk away
It feels so cold, but I know it's something I deserve,
I deserve to be mislead
Breaking up with family
I know it's my fault
It feels so cold, but I know it's something I deserve,
I deserve to be dead

*chorus*

Sorry 'bout the things I've done
Changes will come in the fall
Waiting for the storm, my face against the wall
Hoping that you could forgive me, you could forgive me, you could forgive
me, forgive me